Re-joined Livejournal and made an InsaneJournal, to check out my options. I'm thinking...maybe...if Franca is okay after and her creativity comes back, I might do the same.
day 10 and I'm fine. At first it wasn't very comfortable..I had those stupid waves that are compared to shockwaves which is a stupid comparison but it's the closest one can get. You know what I mean. Those waves where your brain feels like it's being torn between two dimensions and has goosebumps and sea of shivers crashing on its shores.
And I feeeel aliiiiiiiiiiiiive. Ok, yes, every day problems do feel more apparent and such but that's because they are! And ok what I've been writing over the last week isn't exactly high quality but hey I've started again and I'm trying and I'm getting my groove back slowly but surely.
I feel good. But I'm not sure it would have been the same if I had done the withdrawal in Istanbul.
Well then I guess it's a good thing you didn't. I hope you can get it back to being that good. Are you still having the waves? Thanks for today, by the way. Try to find something enjoyable in your day tomorrow. Happy thoughts.
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Uneasy
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At first it wasn't very comfortable..I had those stupid waves that are compared to shockwaves which is a stupid comparison but it's the closest one can get. You know what I mean. Those waves where your brain feels like it's being torn between two dimensions and has goosebumps and sea of shivers crashing on its shores.
And I feeeel aliiiiiiiiiiiiive. Ok, yes, every day problems do feel more apparent and such but that's because they are! And ok what I've been writing over the last week isn't exactly high quality but hey I've started again and I'm trying and I'm getting my groove back slowly but surely.
I feel good. But I'm not sure it would have been the same if I had done the withdrawal in Istanbul.
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